What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
haven blogged in so long.actually wanted to stop blogging cause there's more stuff to actually do! like "studying"
the lower sec are having their EOY paper. suddenly i just miss having common tests and end of year papers. i'd rather do that then having o's.
suddenly im getting scared. like realli scared. gish. the teachers are realli freaking out more than us.
one thing's for sure. we're gonna be the worst cohord ever.
gee,many things have happened in this week. i've found out stuff that some have said bout me. and i'm fine with it. but the part i just dun get is how when someone is angry how she can realli say the worst worst stuff. its realli sad to hear that u feel that way with me. i'm trying to realli just not think about it. its very hard to be nice to you now.
i've been eating at wierd hours. is that stress. cause i realli now just try to eat dinner at 7+ when i usually eat it at 8, 9 plus. cause i dunno wanna eatpast 8 now.
but ltr like at 11,12 plus i'll get hungry.
u know something funny? when im stressed i tend to eat food with realli realli high carbohydrate values. like bread, bananas and rice. like.. i know. its disgusting.
im realli tired, and exhauted and i have so much hw to do everyday. i think its the same for everyone. like the sec4s. before i can sit down and start revising, the hw just keeps piling up. and after i finish the hw, i'll be so tired, i'll just sleep.and sleep. and after i sleep, i just feel even more tired.
i think if i go on like that, i'm realli gonna lose it.
ystd cause i fell asleep at ard 5 plus and my dad came to wake me up at 6+ and he had to do what i hate the most! switch off my aircon! y does he always do that?? and why sometimes after i tell him i hate CHAI PENG he still buys it?
i totally screamed at him then ltr apologied. irritating la. just let me sleep la. i need the sleep.
its close to 11:50am now. i'm glad the school has decided to give us 2 periods worth of recess. it realli helps "recharge" us.
i listened to christina aguilera's 'HURT" LAST NIGHT. I MUST SAY, ITS A EXTREMELY HAUNTING SONG. shit. i didnt know the caps lock button was on. me and my fat fingers.
darn. wish i could blog bout more stuff but i dun think there's time. anytime maybe.
yawn.. tired again.
do i have to stop denying?
