Were you right, was I wrong?
Were you weak, was I strong?
yeah Both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked
yeah But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
gee. the hols finally arrived. what can i say? its only gonna be a week so im gonna treasure it. why cant they just give us an extra week of hols?
i've been doing alot of stupid things. today i just felt like keeping everything that was important to me and things that would always remind me of something special. i looked for joey's collar and finally my dad found it for me. i just stared at it and cried.last year was probably the worst year of my life. i lost a companion who would always listen to my sorrows and look at me with those eyes and although he couldnt reply, i knew he understood what i was saying.and this song fills up my head and makes me cry even more
I have had my wake up
Won't you wake up.
I keep asking why.
I can't take it
It wasn't fake.
It happened you passed by.
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somehow your not coming back
The day, you, slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same,
Na na, na nana na na I miss you
sometimes i just stare at my house and somehow it seems as though something is missing
anyway im trying very hard not to think abt it. theres this youth thingy going on this friday at east caost park. its gonna be night cycling and it seems that no one can make it bcos we'll only stop cycling at 3,4 am and so, that means i'll be going alone. with all the other strangers that i dun even know.. sigh
i made a promise to the youths and i dun wanna back out now or else.. i wun even dare to go to church anymore. like realli.
we-(kang, bev.ade and i) were suppose to have a studying session today at bev's house but somethings cropped out so it was cancelled.
i didnt do anything at all. tried to do a little physics but den i went out swimming and all. so nothing was accomplished.
ok is this entry getting boring?
im so crazy crazy over that guy in my lovely sam soon. but i've seen the recent pics of him.he looks bad. whats with the disgusting long hair? why cant guys just keep their short hair. they'll look so much better.haha. but seriously he looks realli good in the show. hes got the FULL package. *grinsss
my dad bought roses for mum cause they had a tiff and he wanted to apologise. awww. i told my dad "i'm so proud of you" haha. wonder when he'll ever say that to me huh.
i asked my dad if it was okay if i married a man older than him. say, 50 years old. guess how he reacted! "ABSOLUTELY NOT" haha. its like having your son-in-law to be your uncle. waaay off. ok why am i even talking about this? so out of context. like i'm only sixteen!
you'll never guess what happened to me last night. my sis and i were at the apartment after swimming(yes again) and she dared me to drink this whole cup of heneiken beer for four bucks and i did it. my mind was kinda swirvy n all.. the last thing i rmb.. falling asleep in the car and feeling realli lousy. after that i cant rmb anythin at all..
woke up at 2 pm and had a good scolding from my dad. kept saying "HALF A DAY GONE" and his usual lectures. he was right. always listen to dad.
i feel like eating indian rojak.. am i feeling hungry? ya probably caus i had a sucky dinner..
oh yes! my sister is so sly i tell u. she tried to make me forget that she owed me 4 bucks so when my dad said "see la! got so drunk just for 4 dollars" she gave him that *why-did-u-have-to-remind-her look*. you aint gonna get away that easily girl. so of course i hunted her for the money. and yes im broke.
haha. ok this is such a boring story. but read it anyways. :D
happy teachers day to all. (lame)
