so hear my lonelyness
im giving up on you
i dont need you anymore
ive found what i been lookin for
so hear my emptyness
ive got no room for you
ive finally found what ive been dreamin of
someone to love
these past two weeks have been the most exhausting weeks of my life. there'll be more to come i promise. anyways, ive been realli down on luck. call me a baby or whatever but i need someone to wake me up to go to sch. and that person would have to be my dad. i told him last night that he had to wake me up normal time. normal time is 630am! obviously he wasnt listening do men ever listen?
last night cause we went to eat prata i drank two full cups of teh tarik and i was tossing n turning in bed till like 4 am before i finally fell asleep.
i woke up and i looked out of my window. i was like why the sky so bright ah. odd. because my room clock is spoilt and my alarm clock is less than the size of my palm so i was like fumbling to look for it cause i was too lazy to find my specs.
i got a shock when i looked at it i tell u! it was 730! and i was like PANIC PANIC PANIC. i quickly called my dad and shouted at him for not waking me up and i was like "i told you to wake me up normal time right??!!" he said he didnt hear. he told me to take a cab. i still had to walk out and cabs arent realli that fully available in the morning u know. so he offered to give me a lift but i didnt know he was at bukit timah. and i know it was my fault. i dunno why. i set my alarm but i didnt hear it ring leh. aiyah used to it already. its been happening for as long as i can rmb.
i reached school at 801 just when the paper started. my heart was beating so fast cause i ran up the stairs like a mad chicken on the run and i had to quickly plop myself onto the chair. so i couldnt realli think properly cause of so many things on my mind. not forgettin i was also late for ystd's lit paper.
im so dead. mrs tan is totally gonna skin me alive cause i dunno.. im not confident im gonna pass. and i always scrap thru. not a good sign. better pray more these few days.
tmr is the last paper (breathe in!!!!!!!!! and heave a big big sigh of relief!) and i have to go school for only 1 hr. waste time.its science mcq la. and i dunno if i shld study. everyone keeps saying study what? tikam tikam can already la. i realli want to see what marks they get. worst part. must reach school normal time cause the paper's at 8.
and i dunno why suddenly all the SBS buses have so many cameras all around. my friend told me it was to monitor ppl eating in the bus and catch them. wa. sbs transit so rich ah. shouldnt waste money on these stupid cameras. shld just seriously get/buy more buses for students who always rush to school every morning.
and dun blame me for being un-patriotic but are the tourists that visit spore that blind? i dunno why they call us clean and green when this place is seriously full of trash(literally!)
bev and i tatooed(as in fake tatooed) our hands with the spore flag. i was telling her 9th august is waaaay over. but we did it anw.
oh eu and i are going out tmr to watch "the break up". actually come to think of it, i wanna watch love-wrecked instead. haha.
i cant wait for prelims to be over.
and im not planning to go for prom but im paying for it. lets just see what happens la. such a hassle. must buy dress and all that..
yawn. i need to catch up on some serious sleep..
